Looking down the memory lane, I guess I would first visit those darkly coloured buildings. Start of 2010 was marked with some sad relevation. Then some big time disappointment in February. My studies steam ran to a new low as my morale got hit severely. As i spun down and down, my results spiralled downwards for my MYE and by the time i woke up, it will be just a few days before my Mother Tongue paper. There is this saying ‘you reap what you sow', but if i don't reap what i sow, it will not be something appalling as i have not been putting my heart and soul in what i sowed. The least i could ask for would be to merely passed some of my subjects, flunking one or two. This gray lane will be going to stretch and stretch till a while before prelims and the actual exam . As i got into a new circle and found a little happiness. This happiness was lost in process of studying...
My grades for MYE were totally demoralising and disheartening yet horrendous. This was meant to be a "lesson" for me to buck up, however it seemed to take my motivation and drive away. This is not a lesson, in fact it was a disappointment.. I will always bear in mind that my own resolution to succeed is more important than any other.
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