It's ironic that i am drawn to login to my blogger account and click the “New post” link on the navigation box when I really don’t know how to write my predicament. I guess we’re all just trying to deny the facts—trying to escape the torment of reality.
Honestly, this is one of those moments where i am clueless and completely out of my wits thinking of what I should do about myself. So I just shove my earpiece into my ear at night with loud musics blaring upon my ears trying to release the tension in my mind but in the end i’d still feel empty as if my efforts to escape reality were still not enough.
It just blows my mind on how i am trying to put up with this. But then again, i have always been like this. Always waiting for a miracle to come. Sometimes i just want to have a good laugh about it but then i’d just look silly. sometimes i just want to give up on everything but then i’d lose my purpose. Everything feels like a pendulum constantly swinging left to right, right to left.
Clearly there are two paths to cross: Wait to be caught or be the one that got away.
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