Tuesday, January 25

2011 has been happening and busy. Life is indeed full of surprises.

In 2010, i received a shocking phone bill which displayed a mouth gaping hefty sum of $470.
In 2011, Jane and i managed to subside the bill to a more pleasant sum of $97.

In 2010, i was still slogging in Giordano like a bull.
In 2011, i ended this agony and joined Etude house.
It has been awesome, including my colleagues and friends.

In 2010, i mugged hard for O's in the very last minute, without feeling remorseful.
In 2011, i received my results and felt extremely doleful, and also unable to accept it.
Accepted it, felt consoled upon hearing worse results received by people around me. Pathetic. Felt extremely remorseful. Learnt a lesson.

In 2010, i was stranded in Singapore, hoping that i would get the chance to go overseas.
In 2011, i went for a getaway trip in Thailand, better than nothing.

In 2010, i planned a to-do-list and things that i want.
In 2011, i failed the entire plan and even lost that note.

Since 2010, i have been waiting for my new phone.
2011, i'm still using a random phone.

Have been working everyday these days, and didnt get to meet my boy. Similarly, he was busy working so there were no chances at all. So i felt that we somehow drifted and that's kind of sad. But my feelings for him didnt fade definitely. He has been sweet, still. On the other hand, me, for some unknown reason felt extremely monotonous and treated him coldly, i guess? That's why he thinks that i've changed. I think that we should talk more and meet more often. I'm turning 17 soon, can't feel the excitement yet. I love you. I think of you 24 hours a day, trust me.

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