Alright, i will do something meaningful since i cant sleep and it is to post this entry. I guess im suffering from insomnia and im not kidding. Its currently 5.21am and im still wide awake, all perk up as if im going for an exam. This is insane, its occurring every night and im going crazy. All i get every morning was this acute pain in my head, somewhat similar to a headache but slightly different. Its worse than a hangover. The most terrible thing is that im totally helpless and clueless of what to do. Should i visit a doctor? Or maybe all i need is to pop a couple of sleeping pills, i have absolutely no idea. I wish someone can enlighten me right now. Im feeling very frustrated; trying my utmost ability to make myself sleep but all i receive was being more and more alert. Dont you think that this is frightening? I thought so. Everyone's asleep soundly and you're all alone trying to sleep and yet you cant. There's no one i can talk to at this hour i guess. Im always late for dates due to this reason, everytime i fall into a deep slumber, the next thing i heard would be the alarm ringing. This is madness. I wish someone can accompany me right now :( this entry was supposed to be an update of my life; outings and so. But it turned out differently, i guess my brain is half functioning and i have difficulties focusing. What should i do? (i thought that i will be tired after completing this entry but it seems like im wrong) Im so sad and i think this insomnia is sure to find me another friend by the name of depression.
Soon, i will have 2 bffs; Insomnia and Depression.
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